Life Journey~

Rain always bring up alot of emotion to myself.  Mostly emo, depress; but weirdly, i like this kind of feeling, it makes me feel...finally i can have a match with the world, i can feel myself. I felt the world always had a gap with me, because i don't know what should i do to deal with the world. I was doing the things that i dislike for everyday, same and keep reapeated. Slowly I was lost, lost track to the world , lost interest to my life. So, how should I face the world again? I did'nt even recognize who am I for now. For workplace, I intend to be a good worker, good leader. For family, I intend to be a good son. But when I I am able to be myself?  I guess rain is the only time that can make the world stop for a moment, and let me recall back who am I really are.

Life always a lonely journey.   生命就是一个孤独的旅程， 独自来临这个世上，也终归独自离开这个世界。 曾几何时， 我总幻想着我的人生是一个多姿多彩的过程，可残酷的事实总将我一次又一次的击垮。 由一开始的不甘，愤怒逐渐变成无感，幻想中的彩色，也逐渐变成灰色。慢慢地，我竟变成一个在世上随波逐流的其中一人。   我开始习惯，习惯一人面对，习惯一人吃饭，习惯一人做事，习惯一人看电影。 慢慢地，我曾经认为独自一人做着这些事是多么荒唐，但我终究还是变成了这种人；变成别人眼里荒唐的人。